I bet most of the teenagers' life is same like me. Except those rich guys.
I wanna do so many things, and wanna have many things, but I can't do and get. Cuz I don't have money, effort, and courage to get it.
One of the lesson I got in KH is, "Keperluan dan Kehendakan. Keperluan adalah barangan yang kita perlukan dalam kehidupan kita, manakala, kehendakan adalah barangan yang kita minta untuk menyelesakan kehidupan kita. " It means, Needs is the things that we must have in our life in order to live, while, Wants is the things that we want to make our life more easier.
What I NEED had already given by my family. And some of my what I WANT had also given by my family. But you know, human is greedy, they don't know when is enough, and WANTS is never ever stop asking, that's why people are working hard to reach their destination and solve more WANTS again..
Teenagers also have WANTS, they want more too. Like me, I've a list of Wants, but I don't dare to ask more from my family, they already gave me too much. I had to be more independence to get what I want with my own strength.
This is my a part of wants ~ Please don't be shock :P
Smartphone - I was so jealous to my friends, when they all take out the phone and slide when bored. and I, who still using "classic phone" take a peak at them and sitting quietly.
Contact lens - I want it so badly since I was in standard 5 due to the serious of the short-sightness. But my mom not allowed, she saw many news that lens make our eyes become blind =( I even have a thought to give up on ballet due to the lack focus. But now, I can't give up on ballet, since I love it very much ^__^ I just need a contact lens to let me focus.
绑牙 - My teeth.. really need to fix it >_<
Tall - I know this is a wish, but I REALLY WISH I CAN GROW TALLER !!!~ >o<
Album - Not photo album, but is CD/ DVD album. I really wanna collect ALL Super Junior Album, from 1st Jib and those Photobook collection. But it's toooooo expensive, I need to save money to buy one by one.
Concert - Lack of money TT__TT
It's really toooooooooooooo much, that I can't think in a short time. I really need to work hard to archive my wants =P
TEEYA C=
Thursday, 8 November 2012
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
A Meaningful Day ~ ^◡^
Today is the first day of the end of PMR. Many people celebrate at home and din't came to school today. But I'm not one of them =P (Wow ~ So hard-working ?? Not like you wor ~) >_< I'm not hard-working in studies, I'm just hard-working in doing works =D
Morning, went to SPBT room with WY and others. And thanks to them, I can skip the ceramah about Form 4 thingy :D
During working in SPBT, take and drop those stacks of books, then counted, asked for the pay for not wrapping the books. Although I had made some mistakes, but teacher said, mistakes never mind, as long as you willing to aware it and prevent the same mistakes again =) It's quite tired today, and painful on my arms, but it's better than sitting in front of the computer without moving. HAHA !!
Had many fun with all my beloved friends ❤
Morning, went to SPBT room with WY and others. And thanks to them, I can skip the ceramah about Form 4 thingy :D
During working in SPBT, take and drop those stacks of books, then counted, asked for the pay for not wrapping the books. Although I had made some mistakes, but teacher said, mistakes never mind, as long as you willing to aware it and prevent the same mistakes again =) It's quite tired today, and painful on my arms, but it's better than sitting in front of the computer without moving. HAHA !!
Had many fun with all my beloved friends ❤
TEEYA C=
Wednesday, 18 July 2012
ACE Students ~ Is It Good Thing to Me ??
Today morning, Puan Nurlina chose me and other 16 students as an ACE Students. ACE Students means, those students who get chosen, will go to a room with around 80++ students, study and do paper works together, until PMR ended. From this week on, I'll go to 3 KRK with other 16 students, study together. 3 KRK is whole malay-people class. TT_TT
PY and PQ are not in a good mood today. After they knew that me, XY, and CL are going to other class. PY still okay, just that she is a bit sad =( On the other hand, PQ is terrible today. Firstly, she was begging XY not to leave her, because when she emo or have secrets to tell, she'll only talk to XY. That time her mood bad, plus something happened to her during PJK time, and that time her mood was totally bad.
Back to title, if I join the ACE Students Programme, -
1. I'll get to do many paper works, and improve my result more faster.
2. Waste less time, focus all my time to the exercises.
3. Being more seriously.
4. Get to study in a quiet environment.
5. Control my laziness.
Disadvantage: -
1. Separate with my friends.
2. Make them sad and disappointed.
3. Miss my class.
4. Scared will become more stress.
Aigoo~ I don't know !!! so ? ACE Students Programme is it a good thing to me ?? O_o
During PJK time, you were standing beside me =) But when the ball nearly hit it on my head that time, you disappeared =( Luckily the ball din't hit on my head X(
TEEYA C=
PY and PQ are not in a good mood today. After they knew that me, XY, and CL are going to other class. PY still okay, just that she is a bit sad =( On the other hand, PQ is terrible today. Firstly, she was begging XY not to leave her, because when she emo or have secrets to tell, she'll only talk to XY. That time her mood bad, plus something happened to her during PJK time, and that time her mood was totally bad.
Back to title, if I join the ACE Students Programme, -
1. I'll get to do many paper works, and improve my result more faster.
2. Waste less time, focus all my time to the exercises.
3. Being more seriously.
4. Get to study in a quiet environment.
5. Control my laziness.
Disadvantage: -
1. Separate with my friends.
2. Make them sad and disappointed.
3. Miss my class.
4. Scared will become more stress.
Aigoo~ I don't know !!! so ? ACE Students Programme is it a good thing to me ?? O_o
During PJK time, you were standing beside me =) But when the ball nearly hit it on my head that time, you disappeared =( Luckily the ball din't hit on my head X(
TEEYA C=
Back In Time ~
Because of my laziness =P
Let us back in time to ~ ~ ~
Let us back in time to ~ ~ ~
Lyn ~ Back in Time [The Moon that Embraces the Sun OST] JJANG !! (^o^)b
July 14 2012
My Sister's Convocation !!~
Congratulation to my sister for completing her university life. And now she had made her move to work. ㅋㅋㅋ XD And I'm still "enjoying" my teenage life. >_<
My sis !!~ ♥
Me and my sis ~ >3<
Some other photos are in privacy :)
TEEYA C=
Sunday, 1 July 2012
Sukantara
Today very less people came to school. I thought you won't came, but you came. =]
Sad case for SM =P She only can saw him for half an hour only. Because NS and KN had badminton competition, they boarded on bus around 8.++ am. XD Poor SM.... >x< NS, KN, and ED also din't went to school, same as TFF and WY HAHA both 2 empathy. ^o^ Me also sad case lo~ Thought can "watch drama" =P (WY~ Know what I mean ?? (>_^))
SM told me many things about NS, and the difference between NS and Seafood XD. SM said, you like KS, and even asked for her number, but then KS din't give you, then you show her shy shy face. LOL!! I can't even imagine it XD After that, you still shouted KS's name in far. I felt a bit weird feeling (@_@)
Sad case for SM =P She only can saw him for half an hour only. Because NS and KN had badminton competition, they boarded on bus around 8.++ am. XD Poor SM.... >x< NS, KN, and ED also din't went to school, same as TFF and WY HAHA both 2 empathy. ^o^ Me also sad case lo~ Thought can "watch drama" =P (WY~ Know what I mean ?? (>_^))
SM told me many things about NS, and the difference between NS and Seafood XD. SM said, you like KS, and even asked for her number, but then KS din't give you, then you show her shy shy face. LOL!! I can't even imagine it XD After that, you still shouted KS's name in far. I felt a bit weird feeling (@_@)
Skip ~ skip ~
Worked at SPBT room. Fun !! =D. Then back home ~
THE END for today's post ~ (very messy is it ?? I know >_<)
#TEEYA C=
Thursday, 21 June 2012
BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! C:
BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! WOOOHOO !! ^o^
Having cross-country today, around 9.15a.m started running. At first i was ran with PY, but then she run up far far away. That's why I said to her, '有缘再见.' means, I'll meet up with her when I have chances. HAHA !! After that, is run, walk, run, walk, run, walk. Until I meet with PY XD. Then we ran together till our school, but then I stopped a while, and she kept running. Till school, took the numbers, and I look at it, 19. O_O 19?? I get number 19 ?? Wow ~ Top 20 le !! =D So happy !! Can get a medal too ! I'm in category P2, just for form 3 girls only, so is easier to run to the front place.
After running back to the school, I straight away went to a stall to buy some cold drinks :D. After done all the things, it's time to rest a while. Sitting at the lobby A, chatting with friends and waiting for WY. Bla Bla Bla, WY came back, rest enough, teachers started to announce the winner. Went to the front, waiting teacher to announce my name to go up stage and take the medal. Took the medal, go down and chat with friends again, while waiting teacher to announce the BIGGEST AWARD ~ :D
Having cross-country today, around 9.15a.m started running. At first i was ran with PY, but then she run up far far away. That's why I said to her, '有缘再见.' means, I'll meet up with her when I have chances. HAHA !! After that, is run, walk, run, walk, run, walk. Until I meet with PY XD. Then we ran together till our school, but then I stopped a while, and she kept running. Till school, took the numbers, and I look at it, 19. O_O 19?? I get number 19 ?? Wow ~ Top 20 le !! =D So happy !! Can get a medal too ! I'm in category P2, just for form 3 girls only, so is easier to run to the front place.
After running back to the school, I straight away went to a stall to buy some cold drinks :D. After done all the things, it's time to rest a while. Sitting at the lobby A, chatting with friends and waiting for WY. Bla Bla Bla, WY came back, rest enough, teachers started to announce the winner. Went to the front, waiting teacher to announce my name to go up stage and take the medal. Took the medal, go down and chat with friends again, while waiting teacher to announce the BIGGEST AWARD ~ :D
My medal for merentas desa, number 19 =3
TADA !! It's time to reveal the BIGGEST AWARD, everyone was waiting this moment.
1st place ~ Rumah BAYAN !!! << BLUE House !!! YEA !! ^3^v
2nd place ~ Rumah HELANG !! << GREEN House !! Booo~ =P
3rd place ~ Rumah MERAK ! << RED House ! Last year 1st place le !~
4th place ~ Rumah KENYALANG ! << YELLOW House ! Still the same as last year >_<
The end for the merentas desa!~ =)
I din't know you came to school today. I saw you running with a girl and a guy. =] I was happy when I crossed over you =P but I din't know, whether you know it's me or not. When I went up stage to take the medal, you wasn't there. After I back to the place where my friends were sitting, I saw you came out from the toilet direction. Felt a bit pity, cause you din't know I went up stage. ~3~
TEEYA C=
The Stars that embraces the Moon; Close to You :)
Today's weather ~ no sunlight + cloudy + windy = Dark Sky O_O (<< make me think of a Thailand horror movie --- Dark Flight)
Morning, Mdm Chang called up all the PI to gather in lobby A. Then i went to lobby A with my friends. But then, all those things that teacher talking about is none of my business =_=, because I'm already a PI member, and I'm not on the list in 'Upgraded', but in a list 'Waiting-to-Upgrade'. Teacher was arranging their position, and what must do and don't. And 4 of my friends, including me just sitting there, nothing to do. My friend thought of a name for us 'The Stars that embraces the Moon' (<< Copy the name of a korean drama, The Moon that Embraces the Sun'.) I was wondering, am I suppose to come here to gather with them ?? O.o
Just when I was wondering that, suddenly, teacher noticed us, she took a look at us, my mind said (Wow !! She finally saw us !! =D please gimme something to do) but then she asked, "Anyone of you have a tie?" =_=ll what the ........ No choice but to lend my seniors a tie =3= After that, teacher bring them to rehearsal at the stage. Before she go, she told us to watch their bags. =_________= I'm not a bodyguard, but a 'bag-guard' huh? I was expecting teacher would tell us something to do during their Majlis Pelantikan. At the end, teacher dismiss the gathering with a word --- Good Luck !
=_____________________________= (Good Luck for what ??)
I din't saw you was sitting there, next to the girl. When i walked towards her, you glance at me, then quickly stood up and walked to tree near to his gang. And I felt that feeling again, you kept glancing at me ~ Why ?? O.o ?? When i look at you, you din't glance at me. Does that means, you din't glance at me?? It's just my imagination ??? @_@
After a while, you sat in front of me, this time, your whole face facing me and look at me around 5 or 6 second. And my expression is O_O and blink my eyes, look at him. (Why he look at me?? The whole face facing me??) After i look at other things, he then changed his head. Today, I heard your voice, and look at your pretty eyes again. Make my mood happy a bit >_< You sat at there quite long time, and I found out that you walk to school. Because of raining, you can't go home.. Kesian ~~ >.<
Dark Sky, Dark Flight ? O_O
Morning, Mdm Chang called up all the PI to gather in lobby A. Then i went to lobby A with my friends. But then, all those things that teacher talking about is none of my business =_=, because I'm already a PI member, and I'm not on the list in 'Upgraded', but in a list 'Waiting-to-Upgrade'. Teacher was arranging their position, and what must do and don't. And 4 of my friends, including me just sitting there, nothing to do. My friend thought of a name for us 'The Stars that embraces the Moon' (<< Copy the name of a korean drama, The Moon that Embraces the Sun'.) I was wondering, am I suppose to come here to gather with them ?? O.o
Just when I was wondering that, suddenly, teacher noticed us, she took a look at us, my mind said (Wow !! She finally saw us !! =D please gimme something to do) but then she asked, "Anyone of you have a tie?" =_=ll what the ........ No choice but to lend my seniors a tie =3= After that, teacher bring them to rehearsal at the stage. Before she go, she told us to watch their bags. =_________= I'm not a bodyguard, but a 'bag-guard' huh? I was expecting teacher would tell us something to do during their Majlis Pelantikan. At the end, teacher dismiss the gathering with a word --- Good Luck !
=_____________________________= (Good Luck for what ??)
After school, as I said, today's weather is kind of windy and cloudy, began to rain. Many of my friends went back, and I was alone again =3=. Then I walked to a girl who same bus with me, to have accompany so that I'm not being left by my bus aunt again >_<.
I din't saw you was sitting there, next to the girl. When i walked towards her, you glance at me, then quickly stood up and walked to tree near to his gang. And I felt that feeling again, you kept glancing at me ~ Why ?? O.o ?? When i look at you, you din't glance at me. Does that means, you din't glance at me?? It's just my imagination ??? @_@
After a while, you sat in front of me, this time, your whole face facing me and look at me around 5 or 6 second. And my expression is O_O and blink my eyes, look at him. (Why he look at me?? The whole face facing me??) After i look at other things, he then changed his head. Today, I heard your voice, and look at your pretty eyes again. Make my mood happy a bit >_< You sat at there quite long time, and I found out that you walk to school. Because of raining, you can't go home.. Kesian ~~ >.<
TEEYA C=
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