Back In Time ~

Because of my laziness =P
Let us back in time to ~ ~ ~

Lyn ~ Back in Time [The Moon that Embraces the Sun OST] JJANG !! (^o^)b 

July 14 2012

My Sister's Convocation !!~

Congratulation to my sister for completing her university life. And now she had made her move to work. ㅋㅋㅋ XD And I'm still "enjoying" my teenage life. >_<

 My sis !!~ ♥

Me and my sis ~ >3<

Some other photos are in privacy :)

TEEYA C=

BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! C:

BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! BLUE STRAIGHTS BACK !! WOOOHOO !! ^o^


Having cross-country today, around 9.15a.m started running. At first i was ran with PY, but then she run up far far away. That's why I said to her, '有缘再见.' means, I'll meet up with her when I have chances. HAHA !! After that, is run, walk, run, walk, run, walk. Until I meet with PY XD. Then we ran together till our school, but then I stopped a while, and she kept running. Till school, took the numbers, and I look at it, 19. O_O 19?? I get number 19 ?? Wow ~ Top 20 le !! =D So happy !! Can get a medal too ! I'm in category P2, just for form 3 girls only, so is easier to run to the front place.


After running back to the school, I straight away went to a stall to buy some cold drinks :D. After done all the things, it's time to rest a while. Sitting at the lobby A, chatting with friends and waiting for WY. Bla Bla Bla, WY came back, rest enough, teachers started to announce the winner. Went to the front, waiting teacher to announce my name to go up stage and take the medal. Took the medal, go down and chat with friends again, while waiting teacher to announce the BIGGEST AWARD ~ :D

My medal for merentas desa, number 19 =3

TADA !! It's time to reveal the BIGGEST AWARD, everyone was waiting this moment. 

1st place ~ Rumah BAYAN !!! << BLUE House !!! YEA !! ^3^v

2nd place ~ Rumah HELANG !! << GREEN House !! Booo~ =P

3rd place ~ Rumah MERAK ! << RED House ! Last year 1st place le !~

4th place ~ Rumah KENYALANG ! << YELLOW House ! Still the same as last year >_<

The end for the merentas desa!~ =)

I din't know you came to school today. I saw you running with a girl and a guy. =] I was happy when I crossed over you =P but I din't know, whether you know it's me or not. When I went up stage to take the medal, you wasn't there. After I back to the place where my friends were sitting, I saw you came out from the toilet direction. Felt a bit pity, cause you din't know I went up stage. ~3~

TEEYA C=

The Stars that embraces the Moon; Close to You :)

Today's weather ~ no sunlight + cloudy + windy = Dark Sky O_O (<< make me think of a Thailand horror movie --- Dark Flight) 

   

Dark Sky, Dark Flight ? O_O

Morning, Mdm Chang called up all the PI to gather in lobby A. Then i went to lobby A with my friends. But then, all those things that teacher talking about is none of my business =_=, because I'm already a PI member, and I'm not on the list in 'Upgraded', but in a list 'Waiting-to-Upgrade'. Teacher was arranging their position, and what must do and don't. And 4 of my friends, including me just sitting there, nothing to do. My friend thought of a name for us 'The Stars that embraces the Moon' (<< Copy the name of a korean drama, The Moon that Embraces the Sun'.) I was wondering, am I suppose to come here to gather with them ?? O.o

Just when I was wondering that, suddenly, teacher noticed us, she took a look at us, my mind said (Wow !! She finally saw us !! =D please gimme something to do) but then she asked, "Anyone of you have a tie?" =_=ll what the ........ No choice but to lend my seniors a tie =3= After that, teacher bring them to rehearsal at the stage. Before she go, she told us to watch their bags. =_________= I'm not a bodyguard, but a 'bag-guard' huh? I was expecting teacher would tell us something to do during their Majlis Pelantikan. At the end, teacher dismiss the gathering with a word --- Good Luck !
=_____________________________= (Good Luck for what ??)

After school, as I said, today's weather is kind of windy and cloudy, began to rain. Many of my friends went back, and I was alone again =3=. Then I walked to a girl who same bus with me, to have accompany so that I'm not being left by my bus aunt again >_<. 

I din't saw you was sitting there, next to the girl. When i walked towards her, you glance at me, then quickly stood up and walked to tree near to his gang. And I felt that feeling again, you kept glancing at me ~ Why ?? O.o ?? When i look at you, you din't glance at me. Does that means, you din't glance at me?? It's just my imagination ??? @_@

After a while, you sat in front of me, this time, your whole face facing me and look at me around 5 or 6 second. And my expression is O_O and blink my eyes, look at him. (Why he look at me?? The whole face facing me??) After i look at other things, he then changed his head. Today, I heard your voice, and look at your pretty eyes again. Make my mood happy a bit >_< You sat at there quite long time, and I found out that you walk to school. Because of raining, you can't go home.. Kesian ~~ >.<

TEEYA C=

I'm Very Disappointed In You ~

Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . .. . . . .  . .. . . . .  . ..  . . . . . (Looooooooooonnggg Siiiiigggggghhhhhing) ~ =______________________=

Very disappointed.. Extreeeemly disappointed .. short say,
DISAPPOINTED !!~

I can't believed you would think me like that. After all, we already known each other for 5 years, I can't guarantee that i know everything about you, but i can guarantee that, i really accept you as my BEST FRIEND ~ C:

But why ??
Why things become like this ??
You said,

"What should have tolerate, i already tolerate, i've already change a lot for you
I'm not a toy for you, and you're not my master
I don't want to hate you, and there is no need to hate you, if i hate you, the person who'll get hurt is me
You're just a friends of a friend in my heart, a familiar stranger
Maybe you don't know that i'm talking about you, but never mind, I've already thought this in my mind. :)"

This is what she wrote on her facebook. (in chinese, i just translate in english >.<)
And what she wrote in her blog, i really can't translate it, i can't do that.
Not because i admit what she state in blog, but because of i'm totally sad and disappointed about what she said. T__________T

I mean, how can she said me like that ??
Like i was really did wrong, and must apologized to her.
Is it very sick of looking at me ??
Hate me till this kinda level ??
Until wanna break our 5 years relationship with me ??
WHY ?!?!?!

Why can't you just tell me ? instead of showing me that kind of expression  "i'm sick with you, go away, DON'T TALK TO ME" 
Yes ! I want rely, i don't want alone ~ I HATE ALONE !!~ 
I din't said i wanna receive attention and have all your friends ~ Same class, so the whole class is also my friend !~ why did you think of that way ?

Is it friends should help each other ?? :')

But, why did you mentioned my sister ?? My sister had no related in this misunderstanding okay ? Please don't pull my sister in this, thanks :)

Btw, do you think that there are some guys around me ?? You think they are 'guys' ?? and you think they only help me ?? They are OUR friends ! not just only me !! But yours too !!

Even though, you really wanna break up friendship with me, I'M NOT ALLOW YOU DO THAT ! CUZ I DON'T WANT TO LOST FRIEND ANYMORE !!! i don't want... its a hard thing....... T^T

TEEYA C=

Pair of Eyes ~ o.o

If you're being watched by someone, can you feel it ??
I bet you can right ? A feeling that a pair of eyes watching you.

Morning, sitting on the tapak, listening the announcement that announced by the teacher, with sleepy eyes =o=. But then, i feel like there is pair of eyes watching me. I thought it was my imagination, but that pair of eyes, keep starring me for quite a long time. I looked around, and i saw Mr. Mystery is watching me, his whole body is facing me HAHA !! It's kinda weird. (At the assembly, boys is sitting in front of girls, so it's weird, when all guys is facing in front, only 1 guy face back. XD) I thought he just faced at my direction, but looked at other things. But then, when i "eye contacted" with him just 1-2 second, he moved his whole body, and face to the front.

Then, i just don't care lar ~ Maybe he just looked at other things. Don't too perasan la XD
After school, WY and i chat non-stop again =P
Chat, chat, chat, then WY talked about being watched feel. Then i told her everything that happened this morning. I thought she'll said, "eh~ you too perasan lar !~ XD" but then, she said, "Ya ~ He is really watching you." I was like, HUH ?? O.O Why he wanna watch me ?? o.O 
Then, WY said, "Trust your feel, he is really watching you."
=_______= 

Whole day didn't see dao you again, just saw your van ~ =/

TEEYA C=

Love Story ~ ♥

TADA !! I'M BACK !! :D
With a lovely Love Story ~ ♥

p/s : This Love Story is not about me ~ >_< is about HWY (my bestie) & TFF x)

Morning, when we were having first period class, TFF and Giant passed by HWY and my class 3 TIMES !! :D (WY's class is beside my class) VSM told me that, TFF smile while passing WY's class. Of course WY is extreeeemeely HAPPY !!~ XD

But, i'm curious about one thing. Why did they just passed by our classes ?? Just 2 classes ?? They walked from the back to the front, then walked back again, front again. Why ?? 왜요 ??

When recess time, after me and WY done our meals, we went back to classroom. On the way, WY said that, she saw New Species (is a nickname for someone :p) was in the makmal with Jati class. I was like, WHAT ?? HE IS JATIANS ?? O.O Then we passed by makmal, and i really saw that New Species is having class with Jatians, not only New Species, i saw Tao Yan Gui 讨厌鬼 too !! (a person i HATE >C )

Then, WY wanna go koperasi buy something, and i also wanna buy some snack for my sister !~ ♥ >3< On the way down to koperasi, i saw you :) and WY saw TFF again. But he stood behind the wall, can't see his face. When we went to canteen again, TFF appeared again.. This time, that naughty Giant, looked at WY and laughed XD and because of that, i laughed too !!~ HAHA !! But 2 of them, (WY & TFF) were having eye contact  ♥v♥ 

*WY, your love story is gonna be very interesting soon ^o^ Your love is shining now ~ SHINee !!~ :D*



TEEYA C=

From Acquaintance Become Friends ??

Can i really be friend with you ??
I wish and i hope i really can be friend with you ... =]
Although we just talk a bit.. really a LITTLE bit .. like, 'Take this to PI room' or 'Wow ! How much strength do you have ?? Din't stop moving those chairs !!' and more ..
Let's come back to the topic >_<

Just now chat with my bestie in facebook, we were chatting about SHINee's Sherlock MV (cool + nice MV !! =D ) Suddenly, she changed topic, then ask me, 'you got think before want be friend with him or not ?' Then i replied her 'got' without thinking. Actually, i really really want to friend with you, but then, how am i gonna friend with you ?? Straight away ask him, 'Can i be friend with you ?' I'm not that kind of brave girls .. =_=

I know, you're friendly. Not that kind of bad boy style.. But still .. haiz ..........

Sometimes, i'm envy to those form 2 girls >_< they can speak comfortable and walk so close with you. But i just speak like a stranger asking for directions and walk a distance with you..

Arrrrrr !!!~ Don't know need to write what about you .. Let me just change topic XP

Today i received my Super Show 3 DVD !! =D happy !! But i haven't open the package ^o^ Don't think that i not willing to open it .. >3< I just don't have time ~ hehehe

Once i have time and my sister is out to work, then i'll open it !!~

AND, i also will post in my blog !! =D

TEEYA C=

Folio ~ Oral ~ @.@

Folio = Project
Oral = Oral Test

Geography folio and Sejarah folio need to pass up before June. Although now is only March, but time pass very fast >.< and I'm a lazzzy person =P (kekeke )

English oral test need to be done by this week. Means, I only have few days to write the script with 3 people, minimum 2 minutes per person. Then need to memorize it. Haizzz... =o=

BM oral test is more easier, no need write it on my own, just need to memorize those stupid synopsis only. =3=

Ah !~ I got my Science result today. Guess what, I din't get A, I get a B T_T
WHY ???? 76% Can't you gimme 4 more marks ?? =D

Erm~ Today school reopen, feel sleepy in school, but nevermind, still "fun" =)

Today just write some simply, useless things HAHA !~
Gonna rush my things .

TEEYA C=

Invisible Barrier

                                                                                                              Noon 12.53
I feel like there is an invisible barrier around me, or my friends.. I'm not sure.
But I feel like, hard to approaching with them and my best friends too.. (except HWY C= )
Is it because, I drop class ?? If is not because of this, I can't think of any reason ..
Or maybe I just thinking too much .. ??

Not only between my friends, even the whole class ..
Why I can't join them ??
I've tried and tried and tried ..
But, still being "rejected" like a rejected item ..
rejected by the new classmate and old classmate .. T_T

Why can't I break this invisible barrier ??
I want to approach with my friends, classmate, and more friends !!
I hate the invisible barrier !!! T_T
It makes me feel so hard ...

To : Mr. Invisible Barrier that around me,
       Can you please demolish yourself ?? I'm tired on destroying you, but I can't even make a scratch on you..
        Please~ I feel so tired + hard.. I HATE this !! I hate being quarantine like a disease . I want freedom, everyone knows Gemini HATE being quarantine and don't have freedom, and I'm one of them. You made me hate you ..

                                                                                                     From : A person hate invisible barrier :(

TEEYA C=

Boring Saturday =o=

                                                                                                                      Night ~ 20.16

Woke up at 11.57 a.m. XP
Then washed up, go down on TV, tuned to the channel that I wanna watch.
Brunch ~ Kaya Pau (Kaya bun)
Then, wait for 12.43 p.m "Let's Go Dream Team Season 2" on KBS World :D
After a while, sister woke up. That's when Dream Team starts.
She joined me watch TV, both of us eating Pau XD
We laughed like a "xiao po" << (Hokkien, means, crazy girl) :P
This episode is talked about, "Goodbye to Winter 2012", it's a couple match.

After 1 hour 15 minutes, the show is over.
Then I tie my hair and prepare everthing for ballet class.
Till 2.30 p.m, online for a while, nothing to do then off. XD
3.10 p.m, mother came back, and fetch me to ballet class.

Reached the studio, many kids were practicing for their trail.
They are so cute !! >3< (ignore that ==)

Finished class on 5.45 p.m, went to a restaurant to have my dinner. 
(My pau is my breakfast + lunch, until i have my dinner) T^T

Back home, 7.++p.m, bathe and deal with other things, then update my BLOGGIE !!!~ 

This is my Saturday schedule , I means my EVERY SATURDAY SCHEDULE ==

Unless I have some special events or what... =3=

TEEYA C=

Sick @_@

                                                                                                                       Night ~ 23.06
Today I din't go to school.
Woke up in the morning, felt faint, and vomit.. :s
I really want to go.. But my body can't defeat the fever.
Today, my friend told me, my result

Sejarah (History) ~ 80%
Yeah !!~ I get A for Sejarah !~ WOOHOO !~ :D
(sorry, I'm too HIGH !! >< )

BC (Chinese) ~ 72%
:( Thought i can get A for chinese.. haiz..

Geography ~ 78%
Teacher ~ Gimme 2 more marks pleaseeee..... then I can get A (>_<)

Everyday I was hoping YOU to walk pass my class..
But you DIN'T :(
Today you walk pass my class, but i din't go to school..
Does that mean we have no fate ?? T_T

 .. ??

Going to sleep~ good night !!

TEEYA C=

MOOD : DOWN ~ =(

                                                                                                                                      Night time ~ 20.07
Sad .. .. :(
Just finished exam yesterday.. Today teachers gave me exam paper, that HAD MARKED .
So .. .. sad ..

Mathematics ~ 76%
1 question 4 MARKS O[]O
I wrong 4 questions in objective, and 2 questions in subjective, total = 24 marks flew away ~~~

English ~ 92%
=) not bad ~
satisfied with it >w<

Sivik ~ 63%
This subject not important wan .. :P

PJK ~ 58%
Also not important. kekeke :D

Among these 4 subject, at least i got 1 A. But my friend, TPY, din't get an A .. =(
She saw so sad, seeing her like that, make me feel sad too .. :(

Back home, let my father see my result, nothing special.

Feeling cold.. and some cough, maybe is fever ~ @.@

Nothing to share .. I guess it's time to end my post..
I just wish that, other subject will get good result ~ C=

Going to watch Kpop show to relieve my mood ~ :)

TEEYA ~ C=

TADA !! ~ :D

HELLO WORLD !! ~ =D

Today i had finished my exam !! YEAH !! =D
Erm ... Let me think some interesting things ..
AH !!
Next week starts HOLIDAY !!
hahaha !! XD
I'm a bit crazy right ?? I know >.<

That's all for today ~

TEEYA ~ C=