我很怕~ X5

为什么？？我们不可以像以前那样？？我不喜欢现在的关系~ 我知道如果我们再持续酱尴尬的关系，后果是怎样的。我全都知道，因为我经历过。。所以我才不想要再次发生！T_____T

其实，到现在我还是不知道，我做错了什么事，害到我们的关系变到酱。

你可以说我笨，傻，白痴，没脑，等等，我都无所谓。但是，你可以不要酱对待我吗？？

我自私点的来说，我讨厌一个人，但是，很多烦恼，都是我一个人担，我没办法说出口。

我也很讨厌没了好朋友，然后想要回之前的关系，却变到尴尬的好朋友，就像“她”那样。。认识了12年，要是我当时没有那么冲动，或许现在还是很恨恨要好的知心友 :)

现在后悔也来不及啦~ 只好继续向前走，不要停！！停了，时间会将感情淡化掉~

你之前说过，四年级过后的我变了，原因就是这件事。

四年级过后的我变得，不再乱发脾气，乱冤枉人，冲动，及把烦恼和不开心的事，都憋在心里。只露出个笑容 =D

要是以前的我，你将会天天感受到有一双眼正瞪着你  ﹃ 3 ﹃ ，听到一大堆粗口 @#$%^&&^%$#@, 呵呵呵~ XD 但是现在我变了，不会再做这种事了~ C=

回来~回来~ ^o^

我不知道为什么，你会说，“要是心软了，会受伤的还是自己。”

我不明白这句是什么意思。

我也不知道该说什么好，我只希望，你能原谅我这，白痴，没脑，做错了还不知道的笨蛋。=(

诺你真的无法原谅我，没关系，别逞强，只要你还愿意继续和我说话就好 =)

我真的真的，一千个，一万个真的不想要再失去好朋友了~ 就像我之前说过的，是一件痛苦的事。

（哈哈哈~不知道为什么，眼泪突然留下来，刚刚还忍得住呢~ :")）

TEEYA C=

Happy Birthday to ME !!~ ♥

So HAPPY today !!~ :D
Received so many wishes and presents >3<

A word of 'Thank you' for my ...
Thank you all my friends and relatives for wishes me Happy Birthday. C=
Thank you for the presents, my fellow best friends. =D
Thank you for my 'annoying' classmates for singing "Happy Birthday" to me. ^o^
Thank you to my school, for giving me Geography exam on my birthday this year and last year. =3=
and lastly, Thank you for my family C:

This year, all my presents are about Super Junior. Hahaha ~ I don't know whether is coincidence, or conspired . XD Whatever. I like it =D

Presents from my cutie friends >3<

Presents from WY C=

After unwrap.
A Super Junior's Bonamana Tumbler & a chicky card with the best wishes :)

Presents from my lovely classmates.

A Super Junior's A-CHa Album !!~ Although is not official, but i like it too ~ ^o^

Presents from Pasta Tan :P, JX, SM, CY and XY

Super Junior's Boys in City Hong Kong Season 3 !!! +_+

TADA !!~ :D

After unwrap all these presents.

AND a present i prepare for myself (>_<)

SS3 DVD !!

SS3 DVD + Photobook

HAPPY DAY !! C=

TEEYA C=

2006 Korea Trip 'Fashion Show' :D

Yesterday, my mom clear the luggage bag for my sister to the Taiwan trip. She took out all the clothes that kept inside the luggage bag, those clothes are the winter clothes, cuz the last time we went to KOREA ~~ :D then i took some of my wearing XD It's so SSMMAAALLLLL !!~ That time i was 9 years old, and the height was 124 cm only !!! weight was 18kg only !!~~ OMG XD

 I like this set, it's so warm :)

 The bunny is so cute !~ >3<

 I like this too ~ My sis called this 'Chicky set' XD

 Tiny pinky top ~ =3

 Love this ~ ♥

 Cutie Lambie ~ (too blur, sorry ><)

The End of my "Fashion Show" =D

TEEYA ~ C=

I'm Very Disappointed In You ~

Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . .. . . . .  . .. . . . .  . ..  . . . . . (Looooooooooonnggg Siiiiigggggghhhhhing) ~ =______________________=

Very disappointed.. Extreeeemly disappointed .. short say,
DISAPPOINTED !!~

I can't believed you would think me like that. After all, we already known each other for 5 years, I can't guarantee that i know everything about you, but i can guarantee that, i really accept you as my BEST FRIEND ~ C:

But why ??
Why things become like this ??
You said,

"What should have tolerate, i already tolerate, i've already change a lot for you
I'm not a toy for you, and you're not my master
I don't want to hate you, and there is no need to hate you, if i hate you, the person who'll get hurt is me
You're just a friends of a friend in my heart, a familiar stranger
Maybe you don't know that i'm talking about you, but never mind, I've already thought this in my mind. :)"

This is what she wrote on her facebook. (in chinese, i just translate in english >.<)
And what she wrote in her blog, i really can't translate it, i can't do that.
Not because i admit what she state in blog, but because of i'm totally sad and disappointed about what she said. T__________T

I mean, how can she said me like that ??
Like i was really did wrong, and must apologized to her.
Is it very sick of looking at me ??
Hate me till this kinda level ??
Until wanna break our 5 years relationship with me ??
WHY ?!?!?!

Why can't you just tell me ? instead of showing me that kind of expression  "i'm sick with you, go away, DON'T TALK TO ME" 
Yes ! I want rely, i don't want alone ~ I HATE ALONE !!~ 
I din't said i wanna receive attention and have all your friends ~ Same class, so the whole class is also my friend !~ why did you think of that way ?

Is it friends should help each other ?? :')

But, why did you mentioned my sister ?? My sister had no related in this misunderstanding okay ? Please don't pull my sister in this, thanks :)

Btw, do you think that there are some guys around me ?? You think they are 'guys' ?? and you think they only help me ?? They are OUR friends ! not just only me !! But yours too !!

Even though, you really wanna break up friendship with me, I'M NOT ALLOW YOU DO THAT ! CUZ I DON'T WANT TO LOST FRIEND ANYMORE !!! i don't want... its a hard thing....... T^T

TEEYA C=