I'm Very Disappointed In You ~

Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . .. . . . .  . .. . . . .  . ..  . . . . . (Looooooooooonnggg Siiiiigggggghhhhhing) ~ =______________________=

Very disappointed.. Extreeeemly disappointed .. short say,
DISAPPOINTED !!~

I can't believed you would think me like that. After all, we already known each other for 5 years, I can't guarantee that i know everything about you, but i can guarantee that, i really accept you as my BEST FRIEND ~ C:

But why ??
Why things become like this ??
You said,

"What should have tolerate, i already tolerate, i've already change a lot for you
I'm not a toy for you, and you're not my master
I don't want to hate you, and there is no need to hate you, if i hate you, the person who'll get hurt is me
You're just a friends of a friend in my heart, a familiar stranger
Maybe you don't know that i'm talking about you, but never mind, I've already thought this in my mind. :)"

This is what she wrote on her facebook. (in chinese, i just translate in english >.<)
And what she wrote in her blog, i really can't translate it, i can't do that.
Not because i admit what she state in blog, but because of i'm totally sad and disappointed about what she said. T__________T

I mean, how can she said me like that ??
Like i was really did wrong, and must apologized to her.
Is it very sick of looking at me ??
Hate me till this kinda level ??
Until wanna break our 5 years relationship with me ??
WHY ?!?!?!

Why can't you just tell me ? instead of showing me that kind of expression  "i'm sick with you, go away, DON'T TALK TO ME" 
Yes ! I want rely, i don't want alone ~ I HATE ALONE !!~ 
I din't said i wanna receive attention and have all your friends ~ Same class, so the whole class is also my friend !~ why did you think of that way ?

Is it friends should help each other ?? :')

But, why did you mentioned my sister ?? My sister had no related in this misunderstanding okay ? Please don't pull my sister in this, thanks :)

Btw, do you think that there are some guys around me ?? You think they are 'guys' ?? and you think they only help me ?? They are OUR friends ! not just only me !! But yours too !!

Even though, you really wanna break up friendship with me, I'M NOT ALLOW YOU DO THAT ! CUZ I DON'T WANT TO LOST FRIEND ANYMORE !!! i don't want... its a hard thing....... T^T

TEEYA C=