我很怕~ X5

为什么？？我们不可以像以前那样？？我不喜欢现在的关系~ 我知道如果我们再持续酱尴尬的关系，后果是怎样的。我全都知道，因为我经历过。。所以我才不想要再次发生！T_____T

其实，到现在我还是不知道，我做错了什么事，害到我们的关系变到酱。

你可以说我笨，傻，白痴，没脑，等等，我都无所谓。但是，你可以不要酱对待我吗？？

我自私点的来说，我讨厌一个人，但是，很多烦恼，都是我一个人担，我没办法说出口。

我也很讨厌没了好朋友，然后想要回之前的关系，却变到尴尬的好朋友，就像“她”那样。。认识了12年，要是我当时没有那么冲动，或许现在还是很恨恨要好的知心友 :)

现在后悔也来不及啦~ 只好继续向前走，不要停！！停了，时间会将感情淡化掉~

你之前说过，四年级过后的我变了，原因就是这件事。

四年级过后的我变得，不再乱发脾气，乱冤枉人，冲动，及把烦恼和不开心的事，都憋在心里。只露出个笑容 =D

要是以前的我，你将会天天感受到有一双眼正瞪着你  ﹃ 3 ﹃ ，听到一大堆粗口 @#$%^&&^%$#@, 呵呵呵~ XD 但是现在我变了，不会再做这种事了~ C=

回来~回来~ ^o^

我不知道为什么，你会说，“要是心软了，会受伤的还是自己。”

我不明白这句是什么意思。

我也不知道该说什么好，我只希望，你能原谅我这，白痴，没脑，做错了还不知道的笨蛋。=(

诺你真的无法原谅我，没关系，别逞强，只要你还愿意继续和我说话就好 =)

我真的真的，一千个，一万个真的不想要再失去好朋友了~ 就像我之前说过的，是一件痛苦的事。

（哈哈哈~不知道为什么，眼泪突然留下来，刚刚还忍得住呢~ :")）

TEEYA C=

Happy Birthday to ME !!~ ♥

So HAPPY today !!~ :D
Received so many wishes and presents >3<

A word of 'Thank you' for my ...
Thank you all my friends and relatives for wishes me Happy Birthday. C=
Thank you for the presents, my fellow best friends. =D
Thank you for my 'annoying' classmates for singing "Happy Birthday" to me. ^o^
Thank you to my school, for giving me Geography exam on my birthday this year and last year. =3=
and lastly, Thank you for my family C:

This year, all my presents are about Super Junior. Hahaha ~ I don't know whether is coincidence, or conspired . XD Whatever. I like it =D

Presents from my cutie friends >3<

Presents from WY C=

After unwrap.
A Super Junior's Bonamana Tumbler & a chicky card with the best wishes :)

Presents from my lovely classmates.

A Super Junior's A-CHa Album !!~ Although is not official, but i like it too ~ ^o^

Presents from Pasta Tan :P, JX, SM, CY and XY

Super Junior's Boys in City Hong Kong Season 3 !!! +_+

TADA !!~ :D

After unwrap all these presents.

AND a present i prepare for myself (>_<)

SS3 DVD !!

SS3 DVD + Photobook

HAPPY DAY !! C=

TEEYA C=

2006 Korea Trip 'Fashion Show' :D

Yesterday, my mom clear the luggage bag for my sister to the Taiwan trip. She took out all the clothes that kept inside the luggage bag, those clothes are the winter clothes, cuz the last time we went to KOREA ~~ :D then i took some of my wearing XD It's so SSMMAAALLLLL !!~ That time i was 9 years old, and the height was 124 cm only !!! weight was 18kg only !!~~ OMG XD

 I like this set, it's so warm :)

 The bunny is so cute !~ >3<

 I like this too ~ My sis called this 'Chicky set' XD

 Tiny pinky top ~ =3

 Love this ~ ♥

 Cutie Lambie ~ (too blur, sorry ><)

The End of my "Fashion Show" =D

TEEYA ~ C=

I'm Very Disappointed In You ~

Haiz . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . .. . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . .. . . . .  . .. . . . .  . ..  . . . . . (Looooooooooonnggg Siiiiigggggghhhhhing) ~ =______________________=

Very disappointed.. Extreeeemly disappointed .. short say,
DISAPPOINTED !!~

I can't believed you would think me like that. After all, we already known each other for 5 years, I can't guarantee that i know everything about you, but i can guarantee that, i really accept you as my BEST FRIEND ~ C:

But why ??
Why things become like this ??
You said,

"What should have tolerate, i already tolerate, i've already change a lot for you
I'm not a toy for you, and you're not my master
I don't want to hate you, and there is no need to hate you, if i hate you, the person who'll get hurt is me
You're just a friends of a friend in my heart, a familiar stranger
Maybe you don't know that i'm talking about you, but never mind, I've already thought this in my mind. :)"

This is what she wrote on her facebook. (in chinese, i just translate in english >.<)
And what she wrote in her blog, i really can't translate it, i can't do that.
Not because i admit what she state in blog, but because of i'm totally sad and disappointed about what she said. T__________T

I mean, how can she said me like that ??
Like i was really did wrong, and must apologized to her.
Is it very sick of looking at me ??
Hate me till this kinda level ??
Until wanna break our 5 years relationship with me ??
WHY ?!?!?!

Why can't you just tell me ? instead of showing me that kind of expression  "i'm sick with you, go away, DON'T TALK TO ME" 
Yes ! I want rely, i don't want alone ~ I HATE ALONE !!~ 
I din't said i wanna receive attention and have all your friends ~ Same class, so the whole class is also my friend !~ why did you think of that way ?

Is it friends should help each other ?? :')

But, why did you mentioned my sister ?? My sister had no related in this misunderstanding okay ? Please don't pull my sister in this, thanks :)

Btw, do you think that there are some guys around me ?? You think they are 'guys' ?? and you think they only help me ?? They are OUR friends ! not just only me !! But yours too !!

Even though, you really wanna break up friendship with me, I'M NOT ALLOW YOU DO THAT ! CUZ I DON'T WANT TO LOST FRIEND ANYMORE !!! i don't want... its a hard thing....... T^T

TEEYA C=

VSM !!~ a.k.a Baboiwen, ZhuWen ~ 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!~ ^o^

Yesterday, my gang hangout to IOI to celebrate SM birthday ~
I reached around 11.30am, at that time, others were playing laser games. Then i pulled out PY to accompany me go buy birthday present secretly. But then while i choosing the present, suddenly, SM hugged me ~ I was like, 'Why are you here ??O.O I wanna buy present for you le ~' nvm la.. XD Then i chose a necklace with an alphabet 'Z' = Zhuwen =P

Then we stand at the middle of the path, waiting for people. (Those people used some strange eyes looking at us, you know why ?? 12 people standing at the middle of the road, then laughing around, is it weird ?? XD) At last, we went to Little Taiwan, while waiting people, we ordered food. After a while, TZY reached, haiz.. before she came, we were happy laughing, after she came, the whole situation changed, become awkward...

Actually, TZY wanna joined us, not because of celebrating SM birthday.. Is to meet her Lam Lam (the person she like, but that person dunno her) Cuz, she knew that, Tou Da Da (Lam Lam) is going to IOI on that day, and eat at Sakae Sushi. Before we decided the restaurant, she did suggest Sakae Sushi, but then we all ignored her suggestion. And, ZY is not so close to SM, when i knew she wanna joined us, i was shocked, why she wanna join us?? No people can fetch her also wanna take bus.. Haiz.. still lie at us, said wanna buy dog stuff, but then when back home, her hand is empty .. =3=
After all those things, just to meet her Tou Da Da . . . . .

Come back here !~ :) After we ate, walked around, then all of us meet at the cinema. Suddenly, TCJ record a video, and ask me, 'What do you think about Dark Flight ?' That time, i thought it was action movie, so i answer, 'Yeng lo !~ (cool)' then he asked again, 'But then that is a horror movie wor, will you watch it ?' My answer of course is 'No !!~' asked again, 'If i have a free ticket for you, will you watch it then ?' My answer still same, 'No !!~ i don't watch horror movie'. After that, he said, 'ooo okie la (with an evil smile)' >D
Other people laugh like hell, but i dunno what happen, then went into the cinema.

Sat on the chair, watching the trailer of the other movies, exciting about the movie, 'We Are Not Naughty'. Opening, saying some language that i dunno. A scene that many dead people with blood in an airplane. Then the title came out 'Dark Flight', my friends laughed again >< even stranger no 1 & 2 also laugh >_<  Hey !~ before that, they told me they booked 'We Are Not Naughty' le~ but then they prank me, all my friends know, except me =3= nvm lo.. watch lo.. can't go out mar, even i go out, no people accompany me....... T__T

Description for the movie - Dark Flight. Scary, Horror, make people can't sleep, thailand movie... XS

After the movie ended, my legs and hands become marshmallow already.. XD then go play basketball, bla bla thne back home..

This post very long right ?? Ya i know :D

TEEYA C=

Pair of Eyes ~ o.o

If you're being watched by someone, can you feel it ??
I bet you can right ? A feeling that a pair of eyes watching you.

Morning, sitting on the tapak, listening the announcement that announced by the teacher, with sleepy eyes =o=. But then, i feel like there is pair of eyes watching me. I thought it was my imagination, but that pair of eyes, keep starring me for quite a long time. I looked around, and i saw Mr. Mystery is watching me, his whole body is facing me HAHA !! It's kinda weird. (At the assembly, boys is sitting in front of girls, so it's weird, when all guys is facing in front, only 1 guy face back. XD) I thought he just faced at my direction, but looked at other things. But then, when i "eye contacted" with him just 1-2 second, he moved his whole body, and face to the front.

Then, i just don't care lar ~ Maybe he just looked at other things. Don't too perasan la XD
After school, WY and i chat non-stop again =P
Chat, chat, chat, then WY talked about being watched feel. Then i told her everything that happened this morning. I thought she'll said, "eh~ you too perasan lar !~ XD" but then, she said, "Ya ~ He is really watching you." I was like, HUH ?? O.O Why he wanna watch me ?? o.O 
Then, WY said, "Trust your feel, he is really watching you."
=_______= 

Whole day didn't see dao you again, just saw your van ~ =/

TEEYA C=

Expired Post

Lazy to update my bloggie these few days ~ >.<

Okie !! I'm gonna post all small thingy happened to me in these few days. :)

So, this post will be very looooonnnnngg ~ =P

Yesterday, i mean, Tuesday.

My school had photo taking section. The whole day all teachers and students take class photos and club photos. (So, no teacher in class :D) Morning, around 9.++, me and Peggy went down to take PI photos. When we went down, all those form 4 and form 5 already sat on the chair, wearing tie + find a "good place" to stand. And form 3 students, including me, just stand in front of them, don't know where to stand and what to do. (Feel so useless =.=) Then when teacher came, she still thought us as invisible, until a good form 5 student mentioned about us.. (Thank you CY !! I like ya ~) Then Mdm. Chang simply arranged us stand on the chair. My position is 3rd row, near left. My left side is Peggy, right side is the tiny guy, above me is forgotten >_< and below me is form 5 don't who :P. HWY's TFF is beside the tiny guy XD. And you is beside the guy above me :)

After taking a serious version, then took a freestyle version. While i still discussing the pose with Peggy, the cameraman "Chi-Chak !" and my expression is like this --- O.O OMG !!! So embarrassing !!! >_<
Ended of the PI photo taking section.

After recess, we took class photo. This time, i'm not standing on the chair, i'm sitting on the chair XD. Because i'm the AJK of Keceriaan, but even though i'm not AJK, i still need to sit on the chair, because i have jawatan =_= So annoying. Nevermine, sit mar sit lo~ Then the freestyle one, me and my friends all pose "V" hahaha !!

Tuesday post ENDED !~

Now, i'll post about the newest things. Today, Wednesday. XD

Morning rain again, good thing is, can straight away go to classroom, no need sit at the tapak. Bad thing is, the staircases and corridors have many water puddles =3= All classes before recess were free !! :D Because teachers are busying taking photos !! XD Then bla bla ~

End of school !! Went to mamak with my friends to have lunch. Took 15 minutes to reached there .. And its sunny day too~ HOT !! =A= I ordered Roti Telur and Teh Tarik. Chatting, eating, chatting again. Then go back to school. Same 15 minutes + bright sunlight.

Reached school, i go find WY ~ Then  ZY wanna go near the basketball court to see her ZZ. Pulled me and WY go there. TFF & ZZ were there playing basketball, but you were not there. At first just me, WY and ZY 3 person stood at there, slowly, SM, PY all sit around there, even blocking the path hahaha !! XD. Then, JX, SM and XY sang song. Sang many many songs. While there singing song, i saw Yong Sui Sui with his new hairstyle --- BOTAK !! XD. Recently, my school many boys cut botak, i don't know why, is it botak trending now ?? HAHA !!

Sing, laugh, chat, until 4pm. It's time to go home. 

That's all tonight !! 

TEEYA C=